Avoid dating damaged destructive women
I have had a string of long-term affairs and short-term flings.
During the past 8 months I have basically been living with another man in a neighbouring town to the one I live in.
I went to the toilet and threw up and then I dragged my lover out of the pub and went straight to the off-licence where I bought a litre bottle of vodka and drank it at his house until I passed out.
I can’t help but feeling betrayed by my mother and my husband.
Your mom is always going to be the mom who dated your husband.
) are not the stealthy moves of professional secret keepers, y’all. He’s always going to be the guy who dated your mom.
I have sneaked in the house and gone up to what used to be our bedroom and found my mother has moved all her clothes into the wardrobe and taken what I had left out and I have even seen a tube of lube on the bedside table (my mother is post menopausal).
Seeing that made me hate her more than you can believe.
There has always been something lurking beneath the surface with them and since I haven’t been living with my husband for a long time, I guess she made her move and he couldn’t resist or maybe it was the other way around.
Knowing I can’t go back to my life as it once was makes me miss it so much.
I am drawn to men who are starkly different than my husband, who is an intellectual, moderate in terms of his vices and has a disdain for the type of men who spend every evening in a pub.